I am not sure the feeling of loneliness is emotionally or just physically?
How do I to figure it out? The solution should be depended on where the feeling comes from...right?
If the feeling of loneliness is caused emotionally, a close friend, family gathering, or some alcohol could be one of the treatment.
If the feeling of loneliness is caused physically, a cute guy, sweet date, or hot sex could be one of the treatment.
Which one is the answer I want or say…I need?
Maybe I’ve just walked with Alain de Botton on the journey of The Art of Travel to far which may lead me lost somewhere in the middle on earth.
Maybe I really enjoy drowning deeply in my feeling of loneliness alone because I love to spend some solitary moments with myself.
Maybe I’ve been trying staying away from those annoyed stuff by being alone so that I am isolated my feeling.
Maybe….here just too many maybe…….oh shit! I just like a talkative young little girl here who is murmuring meaningless silly things.
Well…..who cares here is my blog! Damn it!!
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想像之流亡。
流亡。一但決定捨棄戀愛狀態,戀人便會憂傷地趕到遠離了自己的想像。
『戀人絮語 by 羅蘭‧巴特』